The title pretty much sums up this entire post, but I will go ahead and do some 'splaining just in case :)
I am a stay at home mother to three adorable munchkins and a wife to my high school sweetheart. After my second child was born, I stumbled across a graphic on that good ole social media site Myspace and discovered the beautiful world of graphic designing. I fell head over heels in love with the idea of being able to make pretties. So I quickly joined a forum with amazing admins that taught basic graphic designing skills and as soon as I finished those I searched online for more.
Eventually, I branched out into digital scrapbooking and started making digiscrap kits. Along the journey I created a digiscrap kit blog, opened a Livejournal graphics community and created Facebook graphics and boutique logos for small businesses. None of those ever stuck though because it was always only a small part of me and what I like. At times when life would get in the way, I would back off only to come back to designing but focusing on another type of graphic. Long story short, I finally realized that maybe, just maybe, focusing on one thing won't work for me. Maybe I should just do what I love - be a mom and wife, design, read, write and if I happen to share anything with someone then so be it. Once I came to this decision I felt so... free!
I know that sounds crazy, but I have spent so long trying to be what others wanted me to be. NOT because they made me feel that way, but because it was ingrained in me as a child to be the quiet one, the good one, the agreeable one. For years my husband has been slowly helping me open up and speak, to be me and I think I am finally there. I am ready to share my voice. I want to design when I want, read great books and share reviews... I want to share those silly motherhood moments and just be me without worrying about who is judging me, so here goes.
Wish me luck!